Remember being forced to learn how to write like this in third grade only to have cursive ruled out of the curricumlum and then having all proceeding teachers shame you for writing in cursive?
My handwriting is forever fucked after we started learning cursive in school, then they decided to change to a “new” system, then changed back after two years.
I was never able to adjust to either of them properly, and as a result, I practically have to printing everything, otherwise it looks like absolute garbage.