October 2015 – Page 23 – Rei

jestre:

dennybutt:

Welp…I saw this coming for months now, and it’s just a shame it had to happen.

When I first joined this website, everyone just got on with their reblogging, and that was that. Now it just feels like any wrong word you say you’re the scum of the earth.

The only reason I haven’t left tumblr sooner was because of the amount of lovely followers I have. But unfortunately I just, don’t feel safe anymore. To be honest, I feel bullied. I’ve felt like this since I’ve became mildly popular.

I MAKE MISTAKES. I have said dumb things, and I regret them. I will never deny my stupidity. But other times I’m just out to have a laugh, and it seems you can’t even have fun on this website anymore without someone getting mad at you.

My words are getting twisted and people are talking behind my back here there and everywhere. Maybe this is the price you pay for having a lot of follows, I don’t know, but it sure does suck.

I just want to draw art, man. I’m just here to draw and have fun and meet great people. I don’t want to be treated like a bad guy.

I’ve been thinking about this for months now.

I have my own problems to deal with in real life. I suffer daily with a chronic bowel condition and only recently has started to deal with depression again. I have a mother with epilepsy and a brother with severe autism and ironically this morning I was called an ableist. That’s how much this website DOESN’T know the person behind the username.

This is the most unwelcoming site I have ever encountered, and although I get shit from deviantART from time to time, I’d much rather be on there, than here.

I’m going to spend a couple hours collecting pictures, sketches, daily pones, etc, and put them on my deviantart, before permanently deleting my tumblr for good.

I will never give up art. What I will give up is staying on a toxic website full of toxic, abusive people, because I don’t need that.

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To my followers who have no idea what’s going on and to those who have supported me all this time: I am terribly sorry for this, but don’t worry, because everything art wise will be posted on my deviantART now. You can message me there if you ever need me (although be aware I’m difficult to get a reply out of sometimes)

You can also follow my Twitter for personal updates on stuff.

I’ll leave these blogs up for as long as it takes for me to gather all the pictures I need before deleting it. Remember you can find me on deviantART and Twitter if you’re still interested in my art.

Again I’m sorry for this, but I have no desire to stay somewhere where I’m treated like an awful person because of something I said….MONTHS ago or what I believe in. Even if I have lovely followers who support me, it’s still sickening to be ganged up on.

I’m sorry the loud and toxic section of this site has made you feel unwelcome. I wish you the best and will see you on dA.

Month: October 2015

The time has come for me to leave tumblr.